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Losing the 440-Yard Dash


If he hits the curve before you do, all is lost
is all I remember when the coach yelled out
to start, to kick it down the short straightaway


into the curve, the curve a devil's handiwork,
with Worsenski ahead of me, two hundred sixty
pounds, one hundred pounds more than me,


and all I could see were the Converse soles
of a boy I dusted in my dreams on the bus
out here to make the track team, letters


for my sweater, girls going goo-goo over me,
coaches from big-league schools with papers
to say I was headed for glory, my unkempt


disappointment in me now sealed by winged
feet beating me in the curve, Worsenski as big
as the USS Enterprise sliding through Pacific


waters, parting the air in front of him that
sucked back behind just to hold me in my grip
of deep shame until I wished I were not there.


I wanted more than being human, a warrior
of field and track would be bursting out now
ripping open my chest with masculinity


to make Jesse Owens proud or jealous,
or inspired or something other than me
the pulling-up caboose slower than mud


running like an old man really walking,
all the most valuable parts of me inside
my brain in wishes, in dreams, in things


not yet born into the world, in calculations
of beauty, in yearning for love, for the word
of love, for some adoration from Wanda,


the most beautiful girl in the whole block,
black like me and wondering just what
life had to give those of us who can fly.

Written by Afaa M. Weaver

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