Everything happened so fast
there was no time to prepare
Right before my eyes your love evolved into something I had not known
The joy that was emitted from my soul whenever you were around has now turned to sorrow and disappointment
Who was the man that I grew to love?
Is it possible that I created him and who you have now become in my eyes was who you were all along?
Or did you really just change over night?
Nothing last 4-ever
Sadly, I was hoping to defy this concept
I was hoping we could be 4 ever
I was hoping our love wouldn't change forms and if it did I was hoping for something better
Consequently, we don't always get what we want
Depressed, no more
Hurting, somewhat
Yet, disappointed that I never really knew you as well as I thought I did
The person I grew to love would never treat me the way you do
But
Is it possible that I made him up and he never really existed to begin with
Stupid me
for believing that love doesn't hurt.